.m.E. x .P.e.O.p.L.e

I had truly saw through living things so called human being..

Their ugly face expressions behind us, terrible attitudes, horrible actions..

Everyday, various type of drama acted out by people who wore their fake mask..

First, I would like to make a self-reflection..

I had not done this for quite a while..Thus,make me become one of their members..

This is really bad..I should not let this happened in my life..Then,now it become a black spots in my life book..I shall feel regret for it..Anger, selfish,irresponsible,jealous..They had came close with me and accompany with me all these days..Why?I had let them stay in my mind, controlled by them,influenced me in doing any decision..Sober,please do noticed about my present..I am willing to become your follower..

Secondly, people..people is complicated..

But,I really felt astonished by their attitudes..They never consider others feeling,stand or whatever situation..When things happened, they only know how to blame,complain,grumble,scold and so forth..They did not realise and discover their weaknesses..They only care for what is benefit for them,their profits, their advantages..Obviously,their dictionary do not consist of the word 'sharing'.

Even,sometime, our friends,do make mistakes..Serious matter..

Wearing two mask in front of different kind of people..

The fist minutes,they are smiling at you..

The next minutes,they take a knife and stab on your back..

Actually, I cannot understand what is the moral in doing this kind of things?

Did it bring any happiness for us?When,one day,your action being reveal in the public..

Everyday,they observe, collecting data, analysing information, make conclusion, find their audiences, make their press conference..Wow.."incredible"!A long term investigation which had done by them..

Silent,quiet,sometime is a useful terms for us..

Do not feel happy if you know any secrets..Only if,you swear that you could hold it..

Teasing,is a bad attitudes..Only If you manage to make your friends laugh,then you are success..

If, they did not show any face expressions,you should stop and put an end for it..

Straight forward, you think it is a good and caring action which show by you to your friends..

However, do you really think so?When,they did not have any changes after your confession?

Maybe,you should try another way to show your concern for your friends..

When you discover that friends are getting less and less around you,

That is the time for you to change,never be too late even though only one friends left beside you..

She/he is the person who really do care about you..

Just hate and flee away from who is leaving while you are in a difficult situation,

This is not cruel as they also act cruel on you!

✿.ReCeNt..AcTiViTiEs.✿

2ml hv science quiz..study..study..

while stuying,too bored..self-caoturing again..hehe..

2day jz go 4 our social service at orphanage..

science nite on tues..

♥.b.r.e.a.k.f.a.s.t.♥

Tis whole week,I didnt have a gud slp..

busying on my homework,hanging out,excerse-ing,shopping and bla bla bla..

In short, I have not enuf slp!!

My fren even ask tat,why m my eyes getting smaller?

tis is because i'm too tired lar...wuwu..so sad..i wan my big eyes cum bec..

BUT...yesterday is a saturday..unluckily,our campus is having an extra class..

However,the gud new is,our class end at 9.45 oni..

YiuHoooo~!~~~!~~

yesterday,I forced myself to finished my lab report..

It is vy hard..so, I stopped after I had done 85%..

D 15% left?aiya..copy lar...hahahahaha!

Then, I continue watching my favourite drama recently>>> Fringe..

Its a vy nice tv series,full of all scientific,high-tech,mystery,disgusting thg..hehe..

Then,I'm reli cnt stand anymr...go 2 my sweet bed and start dreaming..

D next morning, is a sunday morning..

I'm feeling so nice..slp until awake by myself..huuu....=))

finally,i get enuf slp..

then,I manage to hv a vy healthy n nutritious break1st..cereals drink n a whole meal bread..

cnt u see tat it was a vy luvly morning wit a balanced n appropriate break1st?

hehehehe...I luv my breaks1st~~

my break1st o!!I'm Luving it~~XD

♥..A place where i had dreamed on tis few week..♥

Yahooooo~~Finally I managed to get here..

A place where it is fully occupy all my mind recently..

Our first stop at Singapore-->>Orchard Road..

Why are we choosing this place as our first station for our first trip?

well, it is a place where we do not need to worry for the problem of transport..

is easy to get arrive..hehe..X)

Then, again, we do not have any tour guide..thus, we need to explore ourself..

the first lesson to be learned by travelling by our own is,

must get enough small change for your bus fare and mrt fare..

We had wasted a of of money when paying for our bus fare..

The bus rule at here is, you must get a correct amount of money for your bus fare..

They would not pay you back if you pay more than enough..oh gods..that is the reality..

Second, this is the first time for me travelling to a foreign country..

So, after I had queue up for a long time...

then,I had been told by the sweet custom officer that I do need to fill up a visitor form..

Oh god..I really do not know that is the rules..

So, we go to fill up the form and start queue up again..

Again, we had wasted our time..

Phew...after transfer for many bus,we finally arrived kranji mrt station..

Then,we took the north south line heading to orchard..

Started from there, out journey had went on smoothly..

Actually, Singapore is so convenient..you can reach any place by using MRT..

In addition, the signboard is clear and detail which wont let you get lost..=))

Orchard is a road where it is full with all the high-class shopping mall..

All the branded shop..Gucci,Miu Miu, Prada, Channel, Jimmy Choo, Armani..

all the things that sell at there are those items where we cannot affort with ..

Is really expensive...However, I am really like the road at there..

Clean,beautiful,modern,fashion..

People at there ,handsome with nice taste..hehe..

I love the food court at there..plenty choices..

Each food is delicious..yummy~yummy~

Hmm....plan to go there next month..Bugis street perhaps..

Hope this plan is on..without any distraction..hehe..

..Great time..

Our class had went to celebrate our 2nd annivesary at seoul garden( cs )..

That was really a wonderful time as our class never held on such gathering before..

All of us were really enjoyed during the gathering..

Chit-chatting,eating,photo-shooting..

That feeling is just so nice..

After that, we went to lim teh at 1 restaurant..

I think we were really too excited..Since we stepped into that restaurant,

we could not stop talking and laughing..

We made jokes around..our action and body language were funny..

That restaurant was filled wit our voices only..

I think the waitress at there maybe got annoyed by us...

Because we were really too noisy..haha..and,that time was near to the closing hour already..

Maybe they are waiting us to leave as they can make their work get done and go home..

however, we are still making loud noise inside..haha..

We were really so happy...no others,the only expression on my face is keep smiling..

hahahaha...hope we can hanging out again..to that restaurant,dont let those worker off from work..

keep sitting at there..maybe until they chase us..hahahaha!

1 things at there, we had 7 ppl in all,however only 2 of us ordered from food..

I think thay maybe get crazy..however,who cares?as long as we are happy!!muahahahaha!

A GREAT DAY!!!YIUHOOOOOO~~~=)))

eat~eat~eat~~

chatting and eating again~~

photo-capturing~~

..Tired..

Recently, is just really too tired..Since came beck, all the things are throwing toward me..non-stop..

I haven get ready for it, but already had been forced to do decision..

Really tired, everyday have all sorts of trouble flying all around my mind..

Haih...Smile..seem so hard for me..

I need time to settle down..I need time to find back my perspective which is always so optimistic..

Maybe I had put too much of pressure on myself..

I should take it easy.. Everything will be fine..

I need entertainment for myself!!lets seek for my sources of happiness!!=))

♥~~I LoVe......~~♥

I have someone who staying deeply in my heart..

Someone who always stay by my side..

Someone who always in my mind..

Someone had sacrificed whole life for me..

Someone who always make a good dishes for me..

Someone who always put me at the first place..

Someone who always care and concern on me...

Someone never show out, but I know how much someone love me..

Sometime, I make you angry..

Sometime, I make you sad..

Sometime, I make you disappointed..

Sometime, I ignored your voices..

Sometime, I only know how to blame on you..

Now, I am regret..

Now, I realise, I am too useless..

Now, I wish to become a perfect person for you..

Now, I hope I will be the proud of you..

Now, I hope I could have more time to spend with you..

Now, I appreciate the things that you had done for me..

Now, I wish that you could forgot for all the mistake that I had done..

Now, I hope that you would have a blissfully life..

In future, I hope I will be the harbour for you..

In future, I will try my best give you no worries for life..

In future, I will take care for you..

In future, I swear I will stay by your side whenever you need me..

~I LoVe YoU..MOTHER~~

..Bored..Happy..??..contradiction..

Recently I felt bored..Because, no activity..

Exam is around the corner,

but do not have the study mood..

No budget (because over spent), so, No shopping..

No class, because our credit hour is finished..

Doing nothing at fb, so,just open it and left it there..

I think the time I most waited for in one day is when I am eating..

Breakfirst, Lunch, Dinner..

Food really make me salivating..

Now I felt hungry..

But, I must control it..

Because is late in the night already..

It is a bad habit if I eat supper..

So, I never did such things...eat after 9pm..hehe..

Sad, because I might have to cancel my travel to beach..

Why? because for one stupid camp..

If they manage to arrange the camp in a appropriate time,

for sure, I will enjoy along the whole camp..

But, they did'n..So, it become a stupid camp for me..

Happy, because I am really enjoy my che ling classes..

It is really fun..Those coaches are really nice and friendly..

And yet, they are really professional in che ling..

Moreover, the way where you are playing is really cool..hehehe..

I will go home soon..I feel excited..

Because, I miss my home cook dishes..

And, my mom ask me want to follow her go Siar beach or not..

I think I will..I love to spend the time with my mom..hehe...

Also, as a compensate for cannot celebrate mother's day with her..

And, I know she is really wish to go there..

If I am going, then it will be a perfect trip..

I think my dad really love me very much..

He always give me a call..

Maybe he miss my voice..hahahahaha!

Nevermind, I will go home soon liao..lolz

I just cannot wait to go home..

because, I just passed my car license few month ago..

Then, I wish to drive to any place that I like by my own..

Without troubling my bro who always become a driver for me..

( because I am a very out-going person..hahaha..XD)

My sis take off today..(finally)

That is good..Hope she have fun today..hehe..

Then, yesterday have a close talk with machi..

That is really a deep deep chat..

why? because I seldom reveal my problem to friend..

So, they always thought that I am a very lucky person..

Because I don't have any worry for my life..

Actually they are totally have a misconception on me..

People always have their own problem..

Is depend on how you handle it..

For me, I prefer to hide it up..

Maybe I am not brave enough for everything..I admitted..^^

Then. just now give a call to another machi..

Tell her the recent news of mine and another machi..

This is so called 'Keep In Touch'..hahahahaha!=)))

I love to have chit-chat with them..

because, they understand me..

then, we can chat from east-->south-->west-->north..haha!

Life is just so calm, peace for me..

Sometimes it is good..

But, sometime I wish to have some different life..

In another round, life which is harmony,

it can become bored also as well..right?

Well,it is right for me..(",)..

♡..Love here..♡

This is the first time whereby I have a feeling that want to stay at here..

No homesick..muahahahaha!

I was addicted with it..Oh god..I am enjoying it..

Wonder what is the magic from it that had influence me badly..

Actually I know the reason..hahahahaha!XD

Hope that it can be last forever..

While I am staying at here..

This will be the sweet memory for me in future..

But, just now receive one bad bad news..

which spoiled my plan..

Ishh..Ishh...damn sad for it..haiz....

ღ...扯玲...ღ

今天去学了中华传统文化游戏之一--扯玲！！

其实我的程度已经落后了很多，

因为这个活动在我的学院实行很久了...

然后，我在几天前才顿悟，既然有如此的良机，

我何不可好好去运用它呢？所以就豁出去了！

果然是haven try haven know, after tried,everyday want..lolz.

.扯玲真的是一项很有趣的活动，姿态伶落潇洒..

之前每次看其他人玩，都觉得他们很威风耶！！嘻嘻~~

希望我学成后，也会有如此的效果喽~哇哈哈哈哈！！！

我认真地觉得这是一项很有意义的传统文化活动哦~

推广中华文化，扯玲万岁!!

yiuhooo~~Bravo~~GOgoGo!!

I ♥ ♡ ♥ ♡ ♥ ♡ 扯玲！！=))

☠~Swimming pool~☠

This is the first time where I really step in my foot inside a real swimming pool~hehehe..it is quite fun actually..Today is whereby only women and children is allowed into the swimming pool ( others day is normal)..So, we were totally so excited while playing around there..Screaming like an insane people..haha..( actually not that serious lor..lolz)..The entrance fee is very cheap..So, I plan to go there once in a week..Three of us don't know how to swim, Thus, it is quite stupid to go to a swimming pool instead we should go beach or waterfall or what..But, whatever, as along as we like..hehehe..xp..We did not wear swimming suit..( We only plan to buy it when the people incharge give us warning or chase us away..wakakaka!) Luckily, we were totally safe by what we had wore..XD..The depth is very deep and is not the length where I had expected..( That is why I scream so loudly when I go into the water until everyone at there keep staring on me..hahahaha)..Then, we only have one kit board which borrowed from senior..So, take turn lor..Dont know why, although with the aid of kit board, we only managed to move for around 1-2 m nia..hahahaha..(xia soi..xp..)Then, we start creating out weird swimming style ( as long as it can make us move)..hahahaha!Ohya, there is one aunty who is very kind..She teach us to use a correct way of breathing while swimming..So touch..hehe..However, at last, we still decided to go on with our own style..( feel sorry for her..hahahaha!)An overall, FuN~~XDD

Dodo and Karen~(why no me? because I am the camera woman~~xp..N,my face is too big that cnt be shown to ppl..lolz)

~SpOrT DaY~

Today is the sport day for my campus..Very "luckily", I had been chosen to involve in the parade for our group..However, our group is the most lousy team among the parade's team..This is not surprise as we never trained before until today..We just go into parade blurry..wakakakaka! For sure, I became black again..This is because I had been exposed to the sun by almost 2hour..Oh god..I thought I would not have the chance to become "Indian's girl" again since I left my secondary school ( especially for the kk that I had attended : SJAM ) ..However, my ovely dream had been spoiled lor..haih...Then, I thought the VIP who had been invited will come..But, I think all the VIP are always buzzing with their work ( or this is just their excuses??lolz)..Well, our very honour VIP wont come is a truth for us..So, a representative had been sent..( Actually, I feel a little bit disappointed because I am really wish to see him..VIP mar..lolz)..One of the thing that I would like to mentioned was, our group was the Champion as an overall for all the sport events!!BRAVO~~LaKsAmAna is the best!!yiuhoooo~~hehehehe..Ohya, one sad thing was, after we had finished the sport events at the morning, we still had one motivating seminar that need to be attended in the noon..Ohhh..so tired..Tomorrow have another 4 hour lectures..Haiz......

ღ~singing~singing~ღ

Actually, the purpose we going out today is want to buy mask..

This is because, we always burn midnight oil recently..

then,our skin now is really in a bad condition..hehe..

After that, suddenly discovered a shop"" RED BOX"..

Wasei..then all of us so so interested..

then,we go in...muahahaha!

Whatever mar, because it is cheap..student price ..hehe..

Then, we started singing with all the weird tone coming out..hahahah!XD

Actually I want self-capturing, beside that one is accidentally come inside de..lolz

"V"!!!!

hahahaha!hapi~hapi~~

sing~sing~

So professional hor~~Can consider go to become singer liao..got face, nice voice, nice body shape some more..hahaha~!yuackss..

lai~lai~take photo~

yeah!!( wait for my turn to sing~hehe)

action so many~haha..

dont look at here~sing your song please...Ishh..hahahaha!

My drink almost finish liao..so thirsty..

light at thr really suitable for self-capturing..nice!!

..stop thinking for the pass,start walking for the future..

I think before this, I was really too stupid..

Had waited for so long time,

but that people already went on far apart and never waited for me..

Wonder why, I am still standing at the old and a same place..

Hope, people will look backward..

Notice and recognise my appearance and exist..

However, reality proved that, people never stopped for you..

Oh..how naive is me..how sad is me..

Sometime, I know that is a small dreamland in my world..

I just cannot stop creating those characters inside..

People is perfect for me..

An ideal people for me..

Obviously, people never know it..

so, people keep walking forward..

No wonder how hard is me screaming, yelling ,groaning,

people just ignore it..

No wonder, I am a failure in this sector..

Now, I realised, what had I done,

Is meaningless..Why should I suffer by myself for the old things?

I should stop thinking for the pass,

Start walking for the future..

As a reward for me, a revenge for people..

=))

Strongly recommended movie : Every Child Is Special

I am giving it 5 STARS!! ★ ★ ★ ★ ★

It is a very interesting, touching and meaningful Bollywood movie!

(I would like to thanks for my lecturer who had shared such a meaningful movie with us..)

It is a story which about a small boy who had Dyslexia ( where a child has problem in learning , cannot recognised word, cannot write well, cannot read and so forth..)..He had gone through a lot of hardship in his life by having this problem..He had been scolded badly by teacher, punishment by teacher, whipping by his father, doubt by his mother...None of them noticed about his problem,they all just blamed on the disability of him..Even, his family decided to send him to a boarding school which hope that he can become better at there..Nobody believe that he had tried so hard to achieve a better result in his learning journey..

At last, he was under depression and become passive..he was not interested and concern about the happening all around him..Until, a teacher who had discovered his problem..the teacher had tried so many ways by just wanted to help him..He had spent his leisure time for giving an extra class for that poor little boy..That teacher was full of passion and patient in his career as a teacher..Finally, that small boy managed to overcome his problem..

This movie really had gave me a lot of inspiration to become a good teacher..Cannot be deny that, I will lost my patient while handle with pupils which have the same problem of that small boy..However, after watching this movie, I felt embrass with the mind that I had..I am so touch with the disbursement that shown by the teacher..I almost burst out tears while looking at the pity condition of that small boy whereby nobody understand him,believe him..

One sentence : This is really a nice movie~~(",)..